Today I didn’t do anything, I smoked some Gorilla Glue and I barely got high, I started writing this blog, because I am bored, it is currently 3:03AM CEST as of writing, and I am feeling worthless and bored to death, everything feels monotonous and I dont know how to change any of this, I might need actual help again, I am never in the mood to do anything, I feel depressed. Besides all of that I got KFC I guess, but I still felt bad even eating, I feel like I don't really deserve anything, I wish I could be held but that's never going to happen.